Why are so many lessons so hard to learn? I always hate myself for making a mistake. I just want to be the girl that everyone loves and does everything correct. That doesn't make any mistakes, but already knows right from wrong, and doesn't make decisions to quickly without thinking them through thoroughly.
I'm the type of person, that wants to do everything I do, to be done the right way, every time. I get frustrated with myself, when I don't do a task the correct way or finish a task fast enough. I always ask questions to make myself a better person, whether it's the smallest or biggest task. I ask my friends questions to make sure I didn't do 'something' wrong as others do that they talk about. I always ask the question, "Am I the same way?!?!" Thinking in the back of my mind " I hope not, otherwise I would hate myself."
If they have critizisim for me to change, I generally reflect on what they've said and find steps and goals to make myself a better person. Inside and Out.
If they have critizisim for me to change, I generally reflect on what they've said and find steps and goals to make myself a better person. Inside and Out.
This is one reason, I take critisism very well. I have been critisized since I was little, whether it was through my chores or gymnastics. I was never perfect, and still am not, especially in my gymnastics. However, through my positive critizism I've become very good at cleaning and doing gymnastics. I like to think I'm becoming a very successful young woman through my gymnastics and upbringing. I've been told in my workplace I take critizism exceptially well as many others don't. I always look for something to do at work, whether it's helping someone when they don't need it, or getting the chores done that need to get done without hesitation and being told to do. I will be the one to ask what needs to be done. I don't have a job, to just sit on a counter and talk all day long, I got a job to work and make myself better. I got a second job to have extra spending cash as well.
I like think that my attitude is a perfect 10.0 though! ;)
FAVORITE quote of ALL time!!!
I think I'm perfectly kind, smart, and important as well! :)
